Wilmate: the project has become uncontroled; all people seem look for their own money and safety; and what should I do. I am in the middle of hardwork that I doesnt have to be there; thankfully I can safe them out from it; and let me do the dirty work. Lately it has cause me pain; I dont have to say more; I just wanna get rid all of it by my self; just shut the fuck off.